it just can’t be

and they all came at the same time

it doesn’t make sense!

but I got involved in all three

and all of them were a success at getting somewhere

and they all have the same problem!

but why? why is it that I can’t feel anything with any of the three?

does it mean there’s another part? that the time isn’t now? that maybe it’s a sign that all this shit I’ve been putting myself through is finally getting some closure?

what do I do now? no, really, where do I go? where do I start all over again?

when will it be? How soon?

Does it ever end?