it just can’t be
and they all came at the same time
it doesn’t make sense!
but I got involved in all three
and all of them were a success at getting somewhere
and they all have the same problem!
but why? why is it that I can’t feel anything with any of the three?
does it mean there’s another part? that the time isn’t now? that maybe it’s a sign that all this shit I’ve been putting myself through is finally getting some closure?
what do I do now? no, really, where do I go? where do I start all over again?
when will it be? How soon?
Does it ever end?