written by The War Boys (2009)
If I Can’t Have You- Bee Gees
today is the day i finish War All The Time
and i will look back on all the poems i have made marks on
reread them, leave it on the floor and start a new one.
i realized that I tell the truth when i’m hurting but i can also admit that i played the role of desperate girl; over the fact but still chooses to act like one
and when i don’t understand something, i do it again
i do it repeatedly, over and over again and i end up forgetting anyway. i know at some point, i have to apologize but now i’m just tired.
i’m transparent but in this world it’s good if you have a secret
i guess you never really want another human to know everything.
theoretically it’s not possible, it’s not but i guess if you love someone, they’ll somehow know everything you want them to know about you.
i broke the 100 mark, it’s 101 now and i don’t feel better or worse. i like knowing people give feedback, even if it’s just a simple ‘click’ away
it doesn’t matter, it really doesn’t. i’m tempted to say that i just want to go home
but i’m already here
sitting in bed, waiting for my day to just end already
but i have to go on about my day and hope that there’s a future.
once you start making Phantom of the Opera jokes you know you’re past the point of no return
my coworkers said that i should be the leading actress in fifty shades of grey
wearing all black today to mourn the death of my motivation